"If you come to a fork in your road or path,
one paved with nails, the other with glass
at least you'll be walking instead of dragging on what's paved."
I've recently read this, and it kind of points out how i feel. I always have had a sort of "wave on wave" view of my problems, woes, etc. Now though, everything is just falling and piling down on me, and i feel like i'm going insane.
Since April, i've been losing it. At first, i thought that it was just depression, but than i started to really feel it. At the Texas Motor Speedway, on the higher levels, the windows are bowed out a bit, why, i'm not sure, but the last time i was there, i leaned ont it, and held myself up with my head, it was pretty cool. Anyway, i started to feel like that again, like i was hanging above a huge expanse, with a lot less than a window holding me up. Like in cartoons, when the character would run off a cliff and just hang there. I've been better, and i've been worse, but always the same, always hanging above the chasm that is the desnt into insanity.
To finish the point i recently made, i feel like just hanging is walking, but actually going insane, the descent, would be dragging.

So, maybe, everything isn't all bad, maybe things will get better.

"There's more to this than what it seems
It's the brighter side of suffering
Poverty, injustice, struggling with the pain
A humble mind of wisdom and non-corruption."